Once again, after several months without any update. Here, I am to update my blog again. This time, it is on 2016 yearly review.
There are several grand changes this year, which happens in the early to mid of the year, before it cool down and next, nothing happen much, which the reason of no update is being made for such long period. The days just went by...
Review of this year... I would say just like the sea, full of up and low tide. Everything is just not in place, at the wrong time or last minutes changes which cause many happenings to start during early of the year. However, with all the changes made, it start to get little bit better and better, though certain stuff still remain.
This year,... I venture into the working society for a full-time job rather than a part-time as I have graduated. Similar most of the people, my job I working as, is directly not related to what I have learn, and it is not even my field of study. Hence, it is a new adventure to me. I met a lot of people and this is a fast-pace environment. I was in field of supply chain which focus on logistics area, which somewhat similar to my secondary school position in my club which I did before where I in-charge on logistic. During the period, I gained much of information and knowledge which I have never once learn before... and of course, some of these, I learn it in a hard way. Getting screwed is like normal for every beginners... I do like the company's policy though, where all of us sit in sort of open area and there is actually no barriers between the superior and us (potatoes) or that is what my colleagues labelled us as. Hence, it is actually quite nice. The workload however, is hefty and I got to learn everything from the basic... it was kind of tough then, luckily I manage to adapt with it. This the end of the working part of the review.
Meanwhile on lives part, obviously it has ups and downs moments. After all, everything has passed, what's done is done, nothing could really be done anymore. As usual, the sweet ones let it be memory while the sour, just left it behind. Most of the downs is on the first part while the ups is on the second part. Everyday is just the same... thinking about it now, really a bit dull there. Sometimes, there's this gossip and there gossip about this and that... and that's is how my daily passed day by day. Consider that as privilege of being one of the sole male in the team. There would provide you with the latest update on K-drama and well as social news. I am bad with these update, so just be listener all the times.
As for overall conclusion, 2016 is a year of changes to me. What I write might be a bit dull as it is bit hard to actually describe it out as a whole on how this year has actually changed me, in terms of physically and mentally. I wouldn't consider it to be more matured, but I would say, it has helped me to have better understanding on many stuff which I don't pay much attention before.
Signing off.
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The time does pass so quickly when you're not aware of it. Due to that, I even missed my May update for my blog. Well, reasons again to myself. I am just too lazy to update my blog.
A lot of stuff has been going on during these 2 months period. I also not sure how to start and still yet to know the ending. I started off my journey few months back when I got to know that, I am to be on my own once again or I should say as always. Thinking of that, still actually makes me feel sad and angry at the same time. But then, as there is always outcome of everything, another path was opened to me earlier by 2 years. Maybe I should feel happy right now. But then, just no sadly as it is not what I want to be, but it is what I have to be.
The 5th page is quite an enjoying ones when I recalled it. Explore and Learn is what I would describe for the 5th page, the same as well in this 6th page with an additional Observe to be included. This is the current new path which I am in right now. The path is so long that I have yet to even reach 1% of it right now, it could be the end the next day or I would advanced to the end of the path the following days. Nobody knows, neither do I.
Meanwhile, the 6th page is nearly identical to the 5th page except, it brings more challenges and more stuff to explore, aside from being just able to Learn and Observe. It still didn't end and right now, I am on the way to the next page. This 6th page alone is enough to cover it all yet. Perhaps, if I were to get to continue, this could actually last till the end of the page for the year. Who knows ??
This shall be the end for now... for the 5th and 6th page. I am still wondering what could happen on the 7th page... haha
~ Time flies just like the wind blows, silently ~
Wind
It's already April, means 1/3 of the year already went by. I am here again to update my little precious blog.
The first part of the year teach me a lot of great lesson that wasn't taught in class. I was given lot of challenges that I haven't encounter before and thrown into obstacle loop that keep rolling down one by one as I walk down the path. There is no way to prevent it as it was out of my control, the only action I could do is to find solution rather than thinking on the problem. However, I did the opposite and it became worst to even ruined my entire plan. That's when I realize that I was not in total control of it, but rather, I am the one who is needing it.
Back to the updates, everything seems to be fine as of now. A lot of stuff changes, well as lots of new things to learn and venture. It will be a long path down this time. Perhaps, one day I may come up with the "what if", if I insisted and still took the other one back then. This would surely be a lasting change and hope that it will be good.
This sum all of the first part of the year for me. Two more part before the year end, wondering how would it turn out for me.
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First of all, it is now March, the third month of the year. Here I am, sitting down at my usual place in the room, facing my monitor and writing this post. As stated in the title, sure some situation happened and that time, there is no plan B, but only plan A where if A is ruin, everything would be ruined and it did happen.
February this year would be one of my worst month that I ever had. Everything just doesn't seem right and obstacle everywhere. Unfortunate happens and bad situation keep occur one after another. It is like everything just went downhill for me. By that, it means that my hope on further my studies isn't going well at all. That also means that I am not able to further my studies as of the situation that I am in. It is a matter of I can't and not that I don't want.
Thanks to that, all my plan got ruined right away, and I was put in a coma for sometime, somewhat is in a state of unbelievable that my plan would be ruined after all these careful planning. Thanks for withdrawing at the last minute which put everything to be in ruined state. It is my fault as well, for putting faith into something which have already known would have backed off during the time that I need it the most. Well, it doesn't just back off, but instead I got friendly-fire for not performing particular stuff and task at the moment. But, first of all, did you actually asked what the plan is ? Did you actually notice what I am doing at the moment ? more important would be, Did you actually care ? From my perspective, there is only one single answer which is a big NO.
Well, what happen is irreversible and changes made is real-time basis. Hence, there is no turning back and I am only able to take this plan as another lesson to learn in a path of crafting my yet unknown destiny. This too might be my actual first time to post some real stuff here happens to me, as most of the time, I would just take a deep breath and said "it is always like that" except for this one, that when I got informed, my first reaction is no reaction out to my surprise, perhaps I already get used to it and it had become a norm to me. All I could do is to put the blame onto myself for miscalculating and putting faith on the wrong side. On the bright side, I got another valuable experience and looks like there is still lots for me to learn.
That would be it for now I guess, since it is still early March and there is nothing special to be written down yet. For those reading this myself included, remember to always PLAN A BACKUP or PLAN B or get screwed just like me.
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First of all, Happy Chinese Lunar New Year!!. This year celebration is not as huge or grand as last year but still gathering is being held to foster relationship or to re-connect back with one-year no meet relatives and so forth.
For me this year, the obvious when I mentioned not as grand as last year means my red packet drops luu, luckily the value didn't drop but just the number of red packets drops. Thanks to a number of unforeseen incident that happens just right at the corner before the new year to some of the relative such as getting injuries and prevent them from coming back to Penang. Moreover, my own brother got a dengue as well just around the corner, lucky for him, he admitted out on the day where dinner is held so he didn't miss the gathering dinner.
Aside from that, this year is just the same as previous year, going around "bai nian", and getting red packets. But seriously this year felt a bit dull or maybe because I getting older by one again. Level up in game is nice but it isn't nice in real world I guess.
Moving along this month aside from CNY would be my intake for degree course. Hope that it would proceeds smoothly without any unexpected situation again. kind of hate plot twist in this important stuff and if there would a twist, it is always not going to be a nice one to face.
That would be it I guess for now, since today is only CNY 4th day so sure nothing yet aside from "bai nian" only.
Gong xi Gong xi :D
Hong bao na lai hoho :D
Sent me my hong bao hahaha to whoever read this except ME of course. xD
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First of all, Happy New Year though today already January 5th, but still it is in the first week and better late than never. The first post of the year normally filled with resolutions, hopes and dreams. However, these stuffs might not be reviewed again until the year end as people tends to forget about it, not achieving it, give up halfway or just write for fun. In my case, I do achieve few of the resolution I wrote last year.
As for this year, I don't think there is a need to set resolution for myself as I would only forget it after some time. I just hope that my plan would go smoothly and there would be no delay anymore just unlike last year.
The beginning of this year is different than most of the year, as I do celebrate it with a group of friends that I don't really know that well. I know some of them but not all of them. It is quite surprise the one that invited me is the one I don't really know. Besides, the traffic jam is not as tense as previous year. The latter part would be on friends who says they're not drunk while their face redness shown that they're indeed drunk.
Moving on would be the dinner, night market and slack session which I went last night with college friends. As usual we are traveling to the mainland just for a simple dinner. But, this time with addition of going night market and slack session. After all, it was a nice gathering in the beginning of the year.
That's about it I guess on the first 2016 post. It is just short and simple, nothing complicated.
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