夢 世界

~Lost... in the endless night~

Finally, 2014 has comes to the very last day which is 31st December 2014, that's TODAY :D While at this time, many are going to the countdown location and some even begins to shops for end year and clearance sales, but here am I, writing my yearly review :D haha

This year ummm, is a sad year... just very sad... not only to the world but also to myself as a human, as one of the individuals living on earth. Begins with the number of disaster this year... I don't want to mentioned it as it will only raise the mood of sadness at the end of 2014... Therefore, for the events which every of us know, just keep it to oneself.

Moving to my own review, this year indeed a not-so-great year after all... or is it because I didn't get reply from the 2014 which I asked it to treat me better ?? haha... This year... 2 words to describe it, stress and pressure. This year, I was showered with tons of assignment and responsible to take charge which some I don't really want and skipped it... but still getting appreciation at the end which I felt guilty for it, as I not contributing anything but still receives appreciation. Next, this year assignment are one of the entire year HELL to us... every assignment is not easy and it really need us to conduct research and study for the exam... or else, we going to GG. In other words, you got less time for FUN and more time being in SERIOUS mode because you got a REAL ASSIGNMENT to do xD well, it is also because I am in 2nd year of my course, so, honeymoon lalala is not an option unless I want to GG. Thanks to that as well, my results was quite nice and good for two semester in this year and now waiting for the current semester results which I quite scare... as this semester there are 3 HELL project to do, which not only required knowledge and research, but also requires creativity, innovative and well everything I would say. So lets hope it will be good when I received the results next year^^

Moving on next, friendship is okay I would say, I got to know numbers of friends and loss none of them? unless they choose to disconnect with me haha ~ ~ still keep in touch with those who is far away which is my secondary school friends as now they are in local U at other state while some went overseas. Regret maybe that I didn't accept the offer to go for the summer school last time... haih ~ ~

Meanwhile, in college, our senior graduated and now we are senior and there is bunch of juniors coming in which we get quite along I'd say. Some are anime freaks, and some uncle + nerdy haha and there is no PERVERT among them unlike my current only senior who is a super pervert which makes all of the girls around scare to join us =.=|| Besides, we do as well have our own gathering and activities such as hanging out, watch movies, jalan jalan, and visit lots of attraction places in Penang thanks to that one girl who wanted to travel to all these places in Penang haha and of course my money follow BURN luh =.=|| but it is WORTH IT as I also didn't visit those places before though I am Penang ppl myself =.=||

Relationship wise, I save a lot $$ this year xD which means I am s|ng|3 la of course, bo ppl want me sob sob T^T or the girl still haven't arrived yet haha xD why god didn't use express service leh :D hahaha xD or still want me to enjoy my single life gok :P Well, just got GG-ed today nia... so going to emo later also :D, wrong one maybe... but my stupid feel keep say, this is the one =.=|| I also don't know why liao haha xD quite some time le... I didn't have this thing confusing me haih... well, lets time decide maybe ? :D nobody can control that stuff also... see la how in future and how I laugh when I read this part xD at least I try, better try than never right xD

Therefore, I can say... santa didn't sent me the present which I wish... santa, why you no give me present that I want leh =.=|| haih... sob sob T^T

Next, Nothing le I guess, that is about the whole year review nia haha... going to graduates next year and will further continue my studies maybe, still thinking which major I want to pursue in... and one of the very very very important things to say this year...

GOOD BYE 2014 :D I have got ENOUGH :D SEE YOU NO AGAIN :D hahaha, wait still early to countdown :P hahaha :D

That's it for this time I guess :D so the YEAR END REVIEW :D

Time flies, but I still the same guy,
rowing my little previous boat,
going places,
searching one of a location,
which found by less to none,
a jetty which I would stop there,
and say to myself,
that I finally found it,
I finally found the right jetty for me,
but,
now, I am still searching for the jetty,
besides, wondering who will I meet along,
the journey finding the right jetty,
perhaps I could get someone to join me,
but only if that person willing to,
but... 

haih emo with emo poem pula =.=||

ANYWAY... BYE BYE 201-4 WILL NOT LOVE YOU xD 

w-|nD



 

2014 Xmas yay!! no!! mixed feelings when Xmas reach, happy because its Christmas xD a bit down due to a year going to pass once again... which also means, holidays gonna end and need to face the class again, not teacher but lecturer, then X more months, gonna graduate already ~

This year I celebrates as usual, ALONE... nobody sob sob xD Well, I got bunch of friends who chat with me which is nice to pass time though I am alone in Xmas 2014. This year Xmas eve which is yesterday 24th, I did something beneficial I think, which is doing someone that make me confuse, assignment ~ ~ Well, that is Xmas present I give to that person then. Hope that person will be able to present well since presentation is by oneself and nobody can assists and help with it. The assignment present has then take the entire day of the eve, so I become very good boy, didn't go celebrate for countdown or going to any friends house to celebrates since most of them also got GF la... where got time to care this boy haha ~ ~

Today the Xmas itself, I celebrates solo again just like many other years, and my mind keep disturb me with that person image again... its have been like that for weeks and I just don't go bother with it. Then, the condition get a bit serious that sometime my old naughty self pop-out... well, let time decide ~ ~ maybe I will just direct and go KO myself haha :D

That would be it I guess for Xmas post haha... as I didn't have any exciting event or any outing... so sorry that my post will be this boring haha... maybe next year will be better?? or worst than now... nobody knows, next year Xmas will know then :D

Before I forget, my Xmas wish is ..................... SECRET :D people say tell out then it won't come true, so let it remains SECRET :D hope I will remember the wish that I wanted for this year, the next time I read back this piece of Xmas memories haha :D

- Pray my wish will come true ya -

w-|nD 


Start off with a WOW, after so much stuff happenings last month, finally it ended and now we are in around the early mid December, Xmas is coming soon and I gonna be the main char in Amagami Anime =.= a wait of no arrival haha :D

December begins with leftover November project presentation and this time it is a final hell ones which is Multimedia Development... the real hard ones as we required to designed it based on our own creativity =.=|| We finish it right at the last day of the assignment submission and make our lecturer suffer as she need to finish grading our assignment which we submit in the afternoon... Sorry Miss :X

Done with that, we got 2 days to prepare for our finals which will be on the following Monday which is on the 8th and another on 10th... the first paper ain't easy as I quite don't get some of the question... and worst I remember I forgot to tick the section which I done. Meanwhile, on the 2nd paper which is regarding maths... the question quite easy as we have done in our Mock exam, so it should be fine for that. That's conclude for the whole sem... and also the beginning of sem break :D

Few events coming on, and looking forward to that ~ ~ xD

As it is still early December... there is still lots to go and explore, before I write my yearly review...

W-|nD 

     November, chapter 11, left only one more chapter to conclude the year 2014. Chapter 11 for any story which 12 is the finale, should be now in climax situation where everything will be decided in the next chapter. However, this time it wasn't suppose to be but it is a starting of another great chaos. Hence, it is why November for me is arrival of another chaos...

     Having enough with the endless storm from last month, where projects/assignments and everything comes to greet us and make us having hard time, now this chaos storm is meant for money and budget issues.

     Events are coming up, activities is being carried out, yea it was sure a nice ones and enjoyable before you bear the $$ you have spend on it. Besides that, a must and compulsory go for the college prom night also costs another hectic amount... and this is not an issue since I have had enough for this.

     Now comes the unexpected ones which is regarding my laptop... it would be total chaos if my laptop were to unable to function but thank god it wasn't... it is just that one of the main components for the laptops have reach its serving times and decided to add some sound spice into my laptop which making it to running at ultra-speed while I am doing nothing... but just writing or doing my projects. In other words, this great fan in my laptop starts to make noise and render everything to be very slow and keep having split-hang and as of now having one time of BSOD =.=||

     In addition, now I still in progress for my projects, some have done but left with documentations. Therefore, I still unable to bring it to repair, if only I still have my desktop functioning, then I could... even so, the project I doing requires high graphics and my desktop still will not be able to run it =.=||
As of now, hope that it would be able to function till I finish my this semester final exams which is about 3 weeks to go then I can bring it to repair... That's about it for the chaos part.

     Apart from that, there is nothing much happening except we have events like barbeque and enjoying some beach scenery with quite amount of food waste floating along the beach. The seawater wasn't really clean and somehow little green in color. Apart from the pollution, its OK and enjoyable overall. Taking some rest time in between the 2 chaos is a good thing though it only last a day xD

     That's about it in this post I guess... nothing more except documentation to be done, projects to be finished, presentations, prom night, insane mock exam and finally end of November and start of chapter 12 which will also be my final exams before concluding this semester.


~ w-|nD 









     October, chapter 10 of the year, just 2 months to go before the end of year... though this time I won't really get any holidays in December due to my final exam on December... Naze-desu ? Well, this time the post is kinda late due to the mention title above... project rush n storm =.=||

     Besides, now we are having so called "project" holidays for a week though it is sem break for deepavali ~ There is only 3 projects this semester, not much right ?! but the process of doing it not only required Mr.Google but also well as own design and creativity which is the hardest part... Besides, it must also take consideration of the general public view where it should be acceptable and make them judge that it is a standardize or a rather decent ones.

     Well, that's about it for the projects stuff... and for October quite nothing happens I guess other than some not-so-good events occurred. This month a bit down till few days ago and hopes that it will get better as November comes. Besides the gathering with the ex-seniors, there is nothing much on good events. Well, it is nice to meet all of them again after some time where our last gathering is around July ~ ~

     While for the unfortunate part... somewhat it happens not only to me but also to most of the friends in my college circles... Somebody sprain their legs, not sure how he fall down in the college toilet, the floor ain't slippery and the reason he fall is due to water droplets =.=|| Next, a wild random dog appear and bam! hit my friends car... while the dog sustain no injuries, my friends car somewhat having minor injuries ~ ~ Next, we got roughly 3 times of powderful-lessons in class... where all of the students went in despair and emo-ness, that's also where I experienced that "WORDS is SHARPER than KNIFE sometimes". While, the last and I hope it is the LAST ones of this uneventful event... is that we required to complete our Web Programming Projects after this 1 week breaks end.

     That's about it I guess till now... and I still doing my projcets =.=|| Currently in Implementation Phase I would say where it is time to throw in all materials and source that I have gather... The design is still gonna change IF I GOT ENOUGH TIME ~ ~

w-|nD  

     Well, this current Saturday today is not a normal passing Saturday... because I need to go to college today =.=|| There is an event held called Fellowship Day... the response wasn't so good in my opinion since their main audience is parents but there is more students than parents in there just now.

     Besides that, they also do some other event called the CSR event that they have like free medical checkup or so... but then the response won't be good because standard facilities is not given... which is the NOT WORKING ESCALATOR... and they are expecting people to walk up the long stairs for attending the event... still don't know, what is in their mind... haha ~ ~ after all, humans is the living creature that is unique and not understandable by others =.=||

     Next, we have the achievement awards ceremony, the ceremony was quite short and for this semester, they make some changes that instead of using BEST STUDENT, they changed it to FIRST RANK since they're giving to two student this time instead of one, which is the first and second best achievement student in the particular courses.

     After that, we have our ITEC Club event which is the games session... due to our lab "pro" desktop, we have no other option but to just play Counter Strike 1.6 which is VERY VERY OLD OFFLINE GAMES.... instead of playing COD or BATTLEFIELD, doesn't mind that, still we got chances to actually use the computer lab pc for gaming once in a while. This event purpose is to collect some funds but then as suggested by our coordinator, we make it into FREE GAMES FOR ALL, so everyone got chances to play it for FREE xD of course we have limited amount of PCs to begins with.

     Lastly, we all have some lunchies together ~ it is good to keep in touch with those seniors who have already graduate since some of them now is working, then we got to know that what is it like to be working in the field which we are pursuing right now. Well, it matches still my requirement that I want... that is I HATE WORKING IN OFFICE OUTFIT xD that is reason why I study in this course other than that I am extreme LAZY ~ ~ ~

     On other side, it looks like my eyes actually didn't failed me... when I keep wonder why I always have weird preference, it means something else and I got to see it today... it looks like my eyes actually show me the REAL ones and I always let it go or ignore it... but this time hahaha I got not even a chance =.=|| since we have 0 connection and relation with them... maybe it is time to join venture some event together HOHO xD

- Everyone is a stranger before they becomes your friends -

w-|nD


     Finally my semester break have ended and begins another fresh new semester in which now I only left about half year+ before I finish my course ~ ~ ~ This new fresh semester is not an easy ones though... It is a long semester to go and while it seems to be nice that we only got 2 final paper but we have 3 projects-to-do, with 0 knowledge in every of them. This means we gonna learn and apply it on the same time.
 
     Besides, these projects gonna be a tough ones for me specially since I am kind of bad in design and layouts xD Consider me not an artist born people or have any talent even to draw a simple stuffs...

     Assignment and Projects questions already given and it is not an easy ones... it is somehow the duplicate of 3 of our previous final semester senior projects... in which 2 of them is a website and another is database. This semester, we got all 3 of them in 1 shot xD Hence, out project is develop 2 websites and 1 database system =.=|| It needs to be done in like 2 months time ? from this week onwards xD and we are yet to even close to half of the syllabus covered since we are just in week 3.

     Apart from that is the Council stuff again... I wanna quit and not approved again... maybe shall wait till I got sacked only then I can free myself from there. If only I have time for it then it would be fine to be in the Council but then I don't, with all these studies related project + assignment and my own work stuff... likely I would have time to spend in that Council doing the Council stuff which in this case would be the Orientation Night that would be held in November which is the same as my Projects submission deadline... Hopes that it would be a great ones compared to last year which I think it is chaos behind the scene ~ ~

     Nothing else I guess, just ITEC club, I got the Vice Pres due to the =.=|| voting while hoping I got nothing from there... but still this is a small and compulsory club so managing the stuff won't be much of a problem than that Council ~ ~ ~

     It is still a new fresh semester so nothing yet to comment or irritate about except that few stuff ~ ~

Lets see what will happen next :D

- W|nD

     Few days back, I was writing for July hips happenings and now its August... Time flies sure fast. For early August which is as of now, its like a preparation and resting time before the storm arrives in mid-late August in which new semester gonna start.

     Nothing much happening between this and previous post so there is nothing much I could write here as my log for future read and references. Since, I am still on semester break week, so gotta do some cleaning... and wiping my monitors... I can see dust piling up already after X weeks didn't clean it.

     Apart from that, somehow my sleep time got split into both midnight and evening session... and I on my top form during morning, afternoon and night. Its like I slept for 4 hours from midnight till like 5 or 6 am and continue to stay wake till afternoon around 3 - 4 pm before feeling super tired and gg-ed evening nap till 8 - 9 pm ~ ~ then once again top form from 10 pm till like 1 - 2 am =.=|| Need to fix it before semester starts or else I sure GG on the evening session in class...

     I guess till here only for now... nothing much to write... my mind is empty LOL =.=|| Anyway, its the 1st post for chapter 8 of the year :D

W-|nD

     Semester 4 have officially ended after the final paper which is Business Maths on last Friday. This semester wasn't a nice ones to begins with as we entered 2nd-year, everything have actually changed from the theory on basic which the subjects starts with the name "Introduction" to something which is now focus on one aspect in the computer field like "Network" that involves a connection between networks, networking framework like the OSI model and so on.

     Hence, its getting harder I would say, as we can no longer relax till the last minutes then only to start our assignment and conduct our studies for finals. Experience and have a taste with it in this semester, so as for now, regret a bit when thinking about it, since I think that every of us could have done better than we should if only we think of "what if" during the days of the semester than "what if" after the finals is finished.

     Apart from that, if there is no help and assists from our lecturer, then we would have harder time to cope up with all the studies in last minutes. Thanks to the mock exam which have guided us a lot in our finals though we hate mock exam at first, but, during the final, you will be thanking the mock exam which you have done before your finals serves as your trials.

     Next, on the questions part, it wasn't direct question anymore like "define" , "what is" and so on, but now they tends to actually twist the question to confuse us so that we would not get it right for the section A part. Hence, if ones is not fully understand the question and supply with the content knowledge in the subject, it would be hard to get the question right, besides providing an example which related to the real-life situation or suggestion for the future development of the stuff asked.

     Hence, what my seniors says kind of right that the 1st-year and 2nd-year do different really apart from one another. Besides, if you are able to survive for 1 semester, then you should be doing fine or average at least in your second and ongoing semester as the first step is always the hardest, same for our 1st semester in 2nd-year.

     Therefore, this semester... my results still haven't out and not gonna think about it xD since there is ONE DAMN PAPER which might screw my results, or drop my CGPA badly :D and that paper is my last paper of Business Maths... the question came out mostly out of syllabus and different than what we have actually studied. It is also kind of the first time after so long, that I actually once again pray to PASS THAT PAPER, otherwise a re-take that would costs additional fees is waiting =.=||

     I may be very very weak in maths subjects since I in secondary but then, the questions asked this time is out of syllabus, though I know how to answer some of it... but still the total marks I counted which I would say 100% confident will get a full marks for it is just about 40+ /100 which means I would still fail for my finals though the mid-term I passed it with 39/40 =.=||just hope and pray to pass this paper still... meanwhile, the rest of the subjects is quite fine, I could say I know at least 80%~90% of the answer though I not sure correct or not, but I definitely knows about it and the answer which required I guess.

     Overall, the whole exam for this 1st semester in 2nd-year is quite fine, just that 1 MATHS paper might screw everything up... and I do hope for no re-take... it would be gg-fied to extra revise for another subjects and its MATHS means there is no revision but rather practice and put pen to paper for calculations and everything =.=|| and perhaps, might not have time for that since there is few projects in next semester subjects and we gonna have another super duper bad time : |

     As for now, its raya break and a semester break before the new semester begins and once again we will be in doom for the subject other than getting the announced results.....

"Once done is never to return, life doesn't provide remote control to revert yet"


W-|nD




A very very late update for this month, well, better than none :X June-July have been quite a super duper busy month, as rushing of assignment and mock exam for particular exams, well, summarize up, tons of work in this 2 months and now I have some time to slack off before preparing for my finals which is just next week =.=|| before everything settle down once again, SEM BREAK :D

June-July have a number of events happenings ~ ~ uni friends return for long sem break, while college friends some gonna graduates, so trying to make the best out of their last sem, and it is also the 1st sem we actually have the same particular subject so, you could say we actually getting started to know them and it is their last sem with us =.=|| maybe that's what they meant by friends come and go in your life's and it is the memories with them stays : )

Apart from that, assignment rushy rushy luh, besides presentation where we were get sudden 2nd marker which is of higher management ppl, means spell dooms :D as what they judge is your quality of your presentation and they way you present rather than the eff-ing time you spend doing it :D The output is more important than the process in their view. Looking at how my senior rushing for their final project really makes me wonder if I am able to finish or not in time for my final project which is in 1 years time I guess ? :D the amount of effort required is a lot and with my this lazy patterns =.= :3

Maybe it is right that what the working society wants is the outcome rather than the process... as such, the don't care of how you gonna complete it as long as you fulfill their request, which makes me remember something from my secondary school, in which the saying goes "A boss tells us what to do, A leader show how it could be done", the boss now is the marker while there is no leader since it is individual presentation. Anyway, it is finished and preparing for the final fight which is the FINAL EXAM :3

Summarizing up, June-July is not the best month in this year haha :3 a lot of things happening here and there ~ ~ ~

W-|nD 
 

Its already JUNE , the half of a year . . . time is sure flying fast that I have lost track of it till I late to update my bloggie :D Well, actually I am super busy with my hectic assignment that I have without a choice to pick assignment for now over all other things which include blogging ~ ~

It is just 3 assignment + 1 project this semester as it is a long long semester which I have 5 subject, 3 subjects with assignment, 1 subject with project + documentation and 1 with only just calculations. The calculation subject is a business subject... and we were treated like kids since the lecturer is a former principal of a school. Well, there is a number of dissatisfaction with the lecturer such as keep delaying time :D but overall he is actually a good sir... haha, just a bit of here and there making hmm all of us to kind of dislike him ~ ~

Back to assignment part, blogging now is like just to cut off some slack since I have done could say 75% of the overall assignment, left with 1 more task in assignment and documentation for project, besides power point slide which I didn't start yet. Meanwhile, the presentation week is next week xD so now get the idea how rushing it needed to be done :D hahaha, it wasn't last minute work I guess this time round, since I have started kind of early as I know sort of this kind of event would occur... but still too many stuff spoiled the whole things... for council, we are considering to quit it, there is plenty of student who is more capable and me ain't have time for that much...

For some delayed stuff like my salary, since April... I still haven't get yet due to some idiotic on purpose boss, well I have no energy more to fool with them + my relatives knows about this and they storm the shop just few days ago... confronting those 2 idiot in the shop and the outcome shall be conclude this thursday I guess from what they said... well I do angry too, I work in April and now it is JUNE not MAY anymore but JUNE le, my salary is still now where ~ ~ ~

The mentioned place is known as Lao Jie Fang, somewhere in Armenian Street in Penang, while it is a tourist spot for historical visit site... this shop actually spoil the reputation as one of the shop for tourist to shop-in with these kind of attitudes towards the worker. The changes in worker who works is just too mainstream in the shop I guess, since I have been informed by my aunt who knows them... that their shop constantly changing their worker due to worker quit and perhaps the reason is same as mine ?? little payment with tons of work... the workload isn't proportional with the payment per hour they give :D besides, 2 idiot at the shop who is too idiot well as the boss till they could make mistakes or PURPOSE by not putting full name in my paycheck and make it to rejected by bank :D

So, whoever finding part time job while having holidays, anywhere but not that shop :D hahaha, as I have become one of the victim :P of delaying salary which close to 2 months by next week xD besides, "too good" treatment from their 2 idiot which should be the in-charge 1 bxtch and 1 rubbish brat :D 

Conclude, too many things happening in MAY-JUNE period and expected to continue as I have known the schedule for this June... regarding presentation, trips + visits and so on. ~ ~ ~

Too many things, too little time hahaha :D

W-|nD

Time fly fast oO, so fast its already MAY which means the mid of the yr is coming close le just within a month time. Well, April have been quite so-so only with nothing much actually to say about or to store as long-lasting memories except some bad ones perhaps ?? regarding my part-time job during my sem break only haha :D Well, think about it back right now remind me of I HAVEN'T GET MY SALARY yet from them, since they say only will out on MAY and today is the May 2nd haha :D money coming in in X days time or maybe today if I go to take :P Well, hope there is no problem :3 since I have quite "GOOD" experience working under them le :D

Regarding classes, new sem starts at mid of April and now in week 3 if I am correct , 5 subjects, 4 exams with 1 being programming subjects, so means there will be total of 4 Final Exam and 1 Project-based assessment which is the programming stuff :3 Mr. Sumesh teach me for 3 subjects =.=|| sure he would be bored a bit well as us for keep see-ing him during this whole semester :3

Besides, this new sem intakes kind of okay I guess ? it just filled up those left  during last sem which means the up and down ratio in number of students in DIT course remains the same, nothing special about them haha and still haven't actually communicate with them since kind of hard to meet as our timing all non the same anymore ~ ~

Dart competitions just passed which is this semester games activity, da boss is our famous chiko in the college :D and the response is quite overwhelming which out of expectation :D since we thought who would wanna come for darts... you know, the kind of stuff where you were given 3 dart to throw at a piece of round board and that's all :3

However, after played it last Tuesday, it was kind of nice thing since they using the 301 rules, where you need to obtain 301 points EXACTLY =.=|| more will results in GAMEOVER... so its kinda hard... 2 in a team since there is quite number of peoples participating. I screwed the last shot then :P since I aiming for 18 but YES it strike at 18 :P with a double points landing :P so become 36 end up from 280 to 316 results in us GG haha, then while waiting the others to end, we have LAN for L4D2 :D talk about IT schools haha xD so thats' it on the dart event for this beginning of May

Back to study, assignment all have been given and the question is quite normal I think ?? well for now, its normal for me haha, haven't start yet so not sure yet how will it goes, maybe GG maybe easy as pie ?? shall have a review on it when I finish it :D well, "if" no last minutes work :3

Conclusion, that's it for 1st post in MAY then :D nothing much. see how will this months goes when I write the review either on JUNE or End of May haha :3 as long as I remember I do have a BLOG :L

~ W|nD 

April have reached 10 days ago, and today I only update my bloggie, kinda late due to many stuffs to handle and work around the clock :3 ok not till that bad, but just kind of super busy...

Just right after the hols start, I was expecting to have some good time :P you know da lazy type slackky days where you can sleep as long as you want, not even need to read your notes, do revision, assignment, presentation and so on, but too bad it just stays as expectation not reality :D

We have 3-weeks of holidays for this semester break which is quite ridiculous, I would rather exchange my these holidays for more DAYS in classes and more time to do revision and assignment than just need to rush for everything, this semester is even shorter than the previous short semester while the workload is more.

For this 3 weeks, tons of stuffs and event took place that revolves around me. The first week, kind of super busy weeks compare to my expectation of lazy days I wish to enjoy. Everyday, there is agenda and event to involved in... So almost everyday I am out from my LAZY ZONE, travel here and there for certain events. This includes the chinese prayers for the ghost festival and so on.

The second week which is just last weeks, I took up part-time job, which kinda suprise me that they would hired someone who can just works for 2-weeks, so just work-only for the whole week before I decided to fired the boss after 1-weeks working :D Well, I would have worked till this weekend if I want to but then I decided to quit after super-good treatment given by them, and here starts my ranting :D

The job I mention and worked is a storekeeper job and only me in there all the times, unlike 7-eleven or any other convenience store that have 2 or 3 ppl in there at a time. Reason for that is I guess they wanna SAVE MONEH. Back to the store, it is kinda packed and closed space with quite limited product to offer... well I could say is that they OFFER THE WRONG PRODUCT AT THE WRONG PLACE which why their business is kinda shyt and I hope it gets worst for their "GOOD" treatment towards me. Besides, the store air conditioner is NOT ON AT ALL... which means sauna in there I guess I slim down by a few Kg after 1 weeks of working HAHA :3 There is also cases that customers complaining the store is TOO HOT and how I survive in there... which I replied, "I quitting soon" lol

The pay is of course LOW when I say they wanna SAVE... Before I start work, I don't really expect a hell of rubbish not necessary work to be done as a storekeeper. I quite know how it is like to be a storekeeper but not till the extend that they ON PURPOSE overworked you and then condemn this and that when you fail to do so.

One of the overwork which isn't suppose in work scope for a storekeeper is that EVERYDAY and yes EVERYDAY, I need to WALK like about 200 meters++ to the main store to get the money and key for the store which I worked, which is the 2nd outlet. Besides, the store only consists of ME and ONLY ME... means only one employer for the entire shop, there are 3 CCTV around and if they don't trust me they could always see the CCTV footage rather than asking ME to walk to the main store to take the stuffs...  Well that's the first NOT SUPPOSE TO BE MY WORK... which to WALK 200 METERS++ to and flow that make it to be 400 METERS++ while they could let me have the spare key... unless their CCTV is false ones or maybe it is FALSE ones really :3

Next, I have quite hold my guts for the FREE exercise everyday of 400 meters walks which to and flow, the next thing, is sometime, they called you to take stock to store I worked, and it is not in quantity of 1 or 2 but A LOT MORE, and I need take it all along the 200 meters journey back to store I worked. The last day I take about total of 30 stocks... imagine that, and they are so brainless or purpose that they didn't provide any plastic bags for me to carry until I gather all the 30 stocks and asked them, only then they give ONLY 4 PLASTIC BAGS. Luckily, the stocks is quite small and medium sized not giant or else I would direct fired them on the spot since its already my last day and I don't care much already as that time... quite in RAGE MODE but just holding it as I have set my own goals to at least survive for a week in that kind of working condition:D

Reason is that, there is also a scooter which they offer to rent at the main store that the supervisor used to come to this store for his rubbish fake crap job :D which he comes in says "stock check" and only for 5 minutes before heading to the next shop to woo with his girlfriends for 30mins+ before heading back to the main store. While he could delivers the stocks to be filled in, he don't want to do that but instead asked me carry along the stocks on my way to my store after I take keys and money from them. Besides, they do know that I WALK there... but then xD still call you to take stacks of stocks :D

The next thing, is about the treatment by them which I guess the main reason so many other employers before me quit like I did. They don't guide you well and don't answered much your question while always be ready to shoot you off whenever you make any simple mistakes :D I remember I almost wanted to whack that brainless no educated young supervisor during my 4th day when I wiped the shelves for 3 times because he said "NOT CLEAN" or "I SEE DIRT STILL" , really wonders what his "CLEAN" means, while he himself woo with his girlfriend next shop. This supervisor is quite young maybe 1 or 2 years older than me and only have SPM qualifications which makes him kind of jealous and doesn't like people who further their studies since it is waste of time from his views, so there goes me be become his victim :3  I would have complain to the boss if I could but then, the boss isn't around all the times even at the main store... so there is 0% hope for me there... manage to survive a week there before I fired them :D

So, the second weeks for my sem break quite hell and hectic, but then I got the experience then for working with this type of superior :3 which you would really wanted to punch right to his idiotic face haha :D and oh ya, the payment is also nice, which I could only get it NEXT MONTH... NICE BO :D

Luckily I work to kill off my hols and gain some new experience... not much for the money... if not, I imagine how KO would my current situation be now :D

Now, third and last weeks for my sem breaks, I am taking OFF yea it is OFF finally... for a while as I still need to clear my piled-up rubbish :D hahaha

That's it then for this post :D the first in April LOL



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The struggling, hectic, 11th floors assignment, presentations and revisions finally come to an end on last Friday after my last paper which is Computer Applications done. Although, my lecturer did somehow signals me which I have create a wrong chart... but then I didn't get it since I was too blur that time. That's what you get when you wake up too EARLY IN THE MORNING WITH LACK OF SLEEP =.=|| lessons I learn from this sem i guess... and it is quite a pricey ones... as just the chart have caused me I guessed to lost about FREE and yea it is a FREE 5% Marks which would scaled between A and A- if I were to get about 75% ~ 80%... assuming only xD since this subject, I would consider to be the easiest among all other subject I have took so far. Even my lecturer having high hope on everyone getting an "A" in it, especially on my course school since she is also my course coordinators. A bit regret on that then :D , and that quite reflect myself again from what I did before during my early age, "Because it was too easy, so I did lots of CARELESS MISTAKES" especially on MATHS subjects .....

Well, that's about it nothing could be done anymore, just hope for an A this time... the other 2 subjects not an easy ones though, so not putting much high hopes on it. Still, in order to maintain my CGPA =.=|| need to get nice nice results..... because next semester going to be tougher than this sem by X times since it is a long semester, might as well have about 5 subject above for next semester, thinking about it now give me "dang, Imma GG"

Back to the 2 other subject, one is Business Communication which I don't really know about... I am not business guy and not interested in business but still wan money xD well who don't right ? xD Money might be the root of all evil but Money is also what makes the world go round . No further stress and explanation needed as ALL OF US KNOW WHAT IS MONEY xD

The Next subject is Bahasa Kebangsaan which is National Language, living in Malaysia of course it means Bahasa Melayu. Well, the subject is not hard in fact, but just I have long time don't actually bother about the grammar or whatever stuff in the language usage, so it become HARD for me this time as the main concern is all these. The final exam which I did also does make me sounds like I am back to primary schools level after I read what I write in it . . . and there goes my BM .

This conclude for the subject and the exams on this semester. Overall, this semester quite not bad compare to previous semester, but in my opinion, still the previous semester is the best with only 2 assignments to do and my results is quite higher lots than expectation xD This semester still ummm, not sure of yet . . .

Other than that, this semester also marks my halfway through my education as I only have about 1 year++ to go xD which is A GOOD THING, further studies and so on still not in my mind yet and it is not good to put high hopes as I believe myself will crash it down with graces once again without me approving. One reason is because I do things not-consistence so my goals and perceptions constantly changes according to the situations, good side you called it ADAPT WELL TO THE SITUATION, while bad side you named it JACK OF ALL TRADES, MASTER OF NONE because all the goals and perception might be for short-term only since I am bad with schedule and organized stuff so I don't go for long-term planning like many others do,

get-a-good-grades > get great job > meets great people > Opportunity strikers > successful in career
 > meet the so-called your destiny or dream girl > MARRIED la, where you gone bankrupt and trapped by your DESTINY xD > Work and Work and Work till you die since your expenses rose to many times than before with your DESTINY > END OF STORY

^ example of long-term goals, from Business Communication, just that I make some changes and addition input xD

That's about it this time xD enjoying HOLIDAYS RAWRRRR quite coincidence that my semester breaks same as school holidays so like that luh, at least I could see some so called around my age during morning breakfast or else people thought I PONTENG school again... xD

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March, treat me better ? unless it response, otherwise it is your own job to treat yourself better xD Well, since now is still the beginning of March, hence not much actually I could share here since as of now, only a week have pass-by

Still there is lots of stuff gonna happen in this month, it is still a mystery xD but the first week which have just passed seems to be quite a number of events as well

The 1st week of March is kind of relax I would say... its like finally after so much hectic stuff in February, the unexpected, careless and out of nowhere mistake in the assignment, well as the last minute oil and turbo in assignment finally have come to an end, together with the presentation :D in which I guess I maintain my style in there ?? the calm and act when talking in-front of a stage for my presentation :3 except for some I kind of nervous as there is too much eyes ? or there is actually someone I trying to make good impressions with ? xD, well it is all done :D so there is nothing much except waiting for the final exam which gonna start in just next week friday xD means, a week from now another big thing is coming in my way :D

After that, there might be a break mostly 2 weeks or the least a week off, then the next semester start once again and everything refreshed in the college except we going to be one-semester higher and one step further in my study path... well, for now think of the exam than the next semester haha :D

Next, this week as well there is trip to Bukit Merah which we (me + my friends aka gang) didn't went to :D and only to kind of regret when we know of the another gang is going xD missed-it much ... since we first  thought that the trip isn't worth as it is only 2 hours in there and X hours to travel with the costs quite expensive from our view. But, still we have a kind of peace environment on last Monday when everyone(almost) went for the trip except us and few students with few lecturers xD

Well, still a bit regret for now but guess it would be settle down in a while xD as today we have our ITEC bowling competition at Penang Bowl and I didn't win either xD since all of us lose out stamina at the 2nd round :P and you could see we farm more to the longkang than we strike or even hit :D


That should be it for now :D since it is just the 1st week guess there is more to come :D



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February has just waved good-bye X days ago and me here writing the summary... well depends on how much I actually could recall xD it is impossible to remember every single thing that happen in february unless one day ONE DAY human invent the USB braindrive xD which allows you to store memory with plugged-in through your ears xD

.....February starts off with many dots, as in many stuff still unconfirmed and unsure of, best example, events which I worry about... the student council stuff, the results is OUT and yeaaaaa I got a POST =.=|| I was so happy that I was being demoted actually from the President to Treasurer candidates after my "good" interview which I have screwed enough :D while the next thing is that I didn't even get the Treasurer... but I got the Executive Historian, how rage and shock when I got it, thought that I have finally getting no position >.> so there goes, me as the new garbage bin to the council in which I required to have all the information but then till now, me ain't do anything since I don't know what the guidelines are and somehow it is like I have been simply put in a position. Besides, as said earlier, I could not commit and yet they select me... so better don't hope high as I might crash it down badly with grace xD There are lots of things I need to focus and commit more than this council. I don't hate it but neither I like it, as I was somehow being FORCED to... and the nomination could not drop, just what rules is this >.> at the end, I get but I not happy at all but rather rage since I don't want it at the first place. There are other many more better ones than me, so just why this thing hits me haih . . . rant rant rant and ya, council won't be my top priority neither the 2nd or 3rd even 4th.  

Next, February is not an easy month to go as well, apart from that FORCED council position, then there is tons of assignment to do with a short dateline xD so particularly busy with all these... as the dateline comes in, nothing is being done yet :D due to bla bla bla bla bla crappy reason. Therefore, X days before assignment submission, there you can see NOT ONLY ME :D but LOTS of THEM as everyone suddenly become so hardworking, at library doing research luh :D Luckily, manage to finished all ON TIME :D not LATE xD but the outcome and the output I not so sure yet xD quite worried about my Bahasa Kebangsaan and Business Communication subjects. One I don't understand a single thing on the 1st question, so just simply crap it out while the other ones the main point I wrote compare with my other classmates, focus on two different entity =.=|| Till now, yes submit in and presentation done, still not sure which ones is actually the correct ones. . .

Other than council and assignment, guess everything is fine for this month, everyday is just as usual... college, home, college > home ,see I so good didn't went out have some fun time :D blame those ASSIGNMENTS... except the last week in February where this boring soul go out to have some fresh air since everything have been taken care of.

That conclude this year February, valentine become single celebration with friends, forced to be in council board, CNY monehhhhh, assignment like world is ending, getting more WHITE HAIR due to assignment =.=|| and a not-so-healthy-life in February where I spam a number of 100 PLUS and Coffee during assignment rush week : |



In life,
it won't be fun if there is no challenge,
there may times when the sky is blue,
but at times it turns grey,
and start pouring rain,
that's the cycle,
happiness won't last forever,
so does sadness,
love and hate,
is just another thing,
everyone have to cope with,
be it you like it or hate it,
it won't change the fact,
that the thing is going on . . .


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     Valentine's just over yesterday and so does the CNY celebration since we only celebrates CNY for 15 days according to the OLD OLD ancient custom ~ ~ means no more HONG BAO and those relatives won't need to hide anymore xD

     This year FREE INCOME, quite out of expectations xD it's not a lot but it is higher than what I expect to get xD the number of HONG BAO also increased xD but not the money inside xD some "aunties" gives only Rm 4 :3 still better than NONE >.> well, would find a day to put in bank or else the money will be ninja-ed away very soon. My parents say I very very stingy, but then, without trace, the money I kept (NOT IN BANK) will normally be missing from my everyday expenses =.=|| without me myself knowing why... if only I can make the reverse, it would be MUCH better xD MONEY COME IN WITHOUT REASON :P

     Well, yesterday not only CNY ends or Chap Goh meh, but also Valentine's Day Dx, double the joy :3 only apply for couple though. That the day usually the boy will gone bankrupt, spend all their CNY HONG BAO this time for the last day of CNY :P  so, if you go to mall, expect to see MANY couple yesterday with their BF some having sour face xD wallet suddenly Gg-ed xD

     Since, I still s|ng|3, so Imma Safe :3 while other spend valentine with their loved ones, we toast s|ng|3 day with few buddies :D and as usual, we eat, talk and wash eye >.> like a boss :3 Next, we become NERD by going to library and do our assignment :3 this part not quite true, since in the library we continue to chat =.=|| while the lappy is on, some play fb games, some mahjong games and some like me chat + doing research somehow xD

     Back to the interview for the SCP position, hehehe I didn't get thru, but I was chosen for the Treasurer post this time for voting session =.=|| That makes me wonder, how I could be chosen for treasurer post now... since during the interview, I talks nothing about the money but just talks most of my BAD Qualities instead of GOOD ones with tension inside xD well, I follow the rules "no lies, only truth"  xD to gG-ed it :D For now, hope I didn't get selected for ANY POST ... the results will be out this Monday, so hope I get nothing x )





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Happy Chinese New Year :D getting older by 1 yr again =.= though not like it but still love HONG BAO coming xDDD , haven't open yet all those RED PACKET so not sure how much my FREE INCOME this time :P predict to have some decline for sure... since economy not-so-good >.> everything raised except for kangkung + salary D=  Well, doesn't matter as long got $$ xD

This year, everyday since 30 JAN keep going out and out and out only... and when go out = EAT which also = GAIN WEIGHT due to just sit in car + say Happy CNY get hong bao then EAT again... and again =.= not sure how much 88 I get this time, double prosperity luh... $$ + Fat >.<

Finished with CNY mood, class starting again this wed... means today, SPAM ALL THOSE HOMEWORKS which I didn't do on purpose with VALID reason xD

3 Assignment, 6 Questions, 6 Draft-to-do, 14000 Words + Craps + Ideas + Research
 
That's the work I need to complete by tomorrow =.=|| for now, my mind telling me that NOBODY CARES :D since the majority of my class is chinese... so I don't wanna be the so-called HARDWORKING + LIFELESS guy who done his work even he's having CNY celebration xD In addition, read those question only, I see no answer aka I don't know how to do :X 

Other than that, my course coordinator actually give me BAD NEWS before CNY... which I have been nominated for the position of SCP or Student Council President, heard the name only also knows that involves tons of workload + LIFELESS. Besides, cannot turn down the nomination =.=|| so thinking of going to FAIL and DO BAD BAD on the interview sessions xD

For people who thirst for power and position sure will go for it since it is golden opportunity and double the mood for CNY with this news xD but not for me >.> 

Few asked, why I don't want that post which is soooo HIGH + you da BOSS, you command, you conquer, they OBEY =.=|| besides you gained recognition for being somehow like school captain like you have in sec school, the highest position where a student can get as a STUDENT

I didn't really answer that just say that I don't want it since everyone is in CNY MOOD xD not good to spoil it with personal matters xD honestly, I don't want it even if forced, since I cannot fulfilled the commitment that is required, workload + stayback + In-charge and lead with all events . Moreover,  SCP is not for joke, every decision matters, every step you take counts... one mistake and everything is over >.> just like stepped on hidden landmines xD Ka-Bo0M ~ ~ ~ ~

That I think is the problem which bothering me this whole CNY Break ba D= thinking on how to reject and fail on the interview, since normally you will try your best in everything you do and satisfy when you not getting it, at least you try, but for now is thinking the reverse =.=|| 

Just hope that I didn't get any position for student council after the interview :D support the council as a normal + ordinary student is enough for me xD

In fact, I have went to several SC meeting due to I am the MC for their main event last yr, Prom Night... and those "good" memories still left in my mind on how the progress going day-by-day, one sentence shall do :D

"Trust In you, give you morale support without helping hands, when you gg-ed, screwed for choosing the wrong person and sent you to heaven" :D


That's it I guess for CNY POST XD

enough rant

hehe, Happy CNY again xD

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January  once set itself again in the calender, letting us to know that it is a NEW YEAR, might a bit late as I posting this since it is already close to 2nd week of January, still better late than never :D , January comes-in means quite a number of things, and of course everything is seems to be refresh once again to the beginning of the year, perhaps which is why people always make and do their resolution and aspiration in the month of January xD

That actually reminds me of Aspiration Night which is held by temple which I used to go since they have collaboration with my club during my secondary school. The night before the new year or when everyone is busy party-ing for the new year eve and waiting the clock to strike 12, here we at temple making our aspiration for the year :D My aspiration come true then I think, just that I choose to give it up due to some-not-going-to-be-state-here reason x )

This year, I didn't went as I just remembered it after the new year >.> of course, I become very innocent as well, that I didn't went for any countdown :) quite forget what I did on that day that actually makes me so tired that I went to bed as early as 9pm... I quite a midnight-owl person so sleep at 9pm for me is considered to be VERY EARLY >.>

2014, treat me better ?? nah, if it actually responds, then I think I gone crazy already xD, A new year is not gonna responds to you, but it is you and your action that will be key factor whether this year is a great or just so-so year when the year ends in December which is still VERY LONG AHEAD xD

Therefore, this year, wish I can be less lazier than those previous ones, my lazy is not means that I lazy even to eat, not till that extend... just that lazy in my terms is that I quite know of myself which is a super-delay person, in other means, I delay a lot... not delay till late but delay till last hour than only start to complete it with regret comes later, that I think I should be doing better than this and then, because I delayed it, so this is the outcome that I get, satisfied or not, I still ought to take responsibility for my own delay :D Hope my mind and brain cells will remind me not to delay much especially important task such as ASSIGNMENT, which always delay till the last week... or 2-3 days before the dateline xD

Next, and as always... study better luh... get better grades luh, like many other student who still in education regardless of level, always hope to get a nice nice grades and not whole exam marks with RED colour xD In fantasy thinking, hope to get a GOOD GRADES without done any STUDYING xD

Last ones should be dedicated to everyone whether I know you or not and whoever that actually spend time reading this post, hope that everyone will get good health, good life, and sweet + blissful day ahead as the year progressing :D

N that's conclude my 1st post for the year xD

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