June have passed... and yesh finally maybe? that many of my involvement in activities have done, besides having a tight budget once again... since everything involves money which drives the world today, so called economy and businesses is where those fools and alex do and deal their stuffs.
start-it-off with assignment which have been carried out till today... and of course I didn't finish it yet haha ~ with those events going around in June, don't really have much time to do and think about it, but just focusing on the event itself. It is an event which I hmmm have mixed feelings with, which is the Orientation Night, I am the MC for the night and a formal ones, well my first time as well. I don't really want to be in that situation at the first place but rather being forced into it, just accept my faith and go on with all the trainings while others have their time freely to do their own tasks.
The training was OK except I need to stay back quite number of times since the person who-in-charge somehow been assigned to many others tasks as well, or cut it short, the whole night entertainment is under them... feel their pressure, too having huge tasks on their head. And so the training is done based on irregular time and end at random time as well... Too many things sure messed up the setup ~
After all those training and rehearsal, then come the real day. comes with the uninvited trouble as usual as everybody have it so-called golden-time bomb... which explode only on the most important time and day with the exact right location. So, I think I did, not-so-well in detonates the bomb but thanks to many peoples, the event was still, could say to be a successful ones... and that's where I actually learn the pressure and the tension they have before they start the whole event... before that, I was just an observer, never actually went into the organizing team till this event...
Eventhough, they still have to pay for the not-so-worth paying since they are doing the job there, not enjoy the night, still at last I think, it still worth for the experience that all of us get. My first time become Master of Ceremony and how I did, "a bit" screwed up at the start... it is still a nice experience for me, at least I once become MC for a grand event while not everyone have this chance to host such a big event in their lifetime but rather just be an observer like I did in the past.
Speaking using the microphone is tough enough but facing the whole crowd on that day is much more tougher while you need to maintain your wide smiles to the crowd, which I don't usually do. Luckily, there is break time for us in between in which the other MC is taking care while we rest and vice-versa, glad they have it or me really become deadmeat.... ~ ~
Overall, just moderate for me... I am neither happy nor unhappy... just in between since I have both feelings, for many things that happened on the day, before the day during the trainings and happened after the event. Won't having much comment about this but just a rather a new experience for me of becoming MC ~ ~ ~
There is more to go, but of course, I would prefer to be the observer back but with a kind of understanding how it feels like, since I have once experience it, let the others and the new seeker to have it then, for the following and years to come ^^
Experience is once enough,
there is more new things to try out,
don't repeat it as don't repeat the same mistakes again,
time will never backflow,
so do you,
one step ahead,
is a one step further,
exploring the fun and hate of the world
~ W-|nD