Finally a year is about to come to an end, and we who is still living will continue to move on, whether like it or not, there is no turning back but just keep going on. All those left right now is just memories, something which have deeply move you that your memory have choose to stored it in your mind for like forever, eventhough you might forget it sooner or later, but still once you actually tried to re-call it, likely you will remember it back... well besides, sweet memory is often shot using camera and the photos now should be close to you, in your hard drive and so on, prevent you from forgetting them easily :D
Back to me, I have once again neglect my blog for some time, due to many stuff which kept me busy this entire time, whether I am on learning something new, or in a middle of planning for something... perhaps involving both short and long terms. But for today which is the last day of the year, I must write a summary for the year, or else, I might and surely forget what is my thought and what is my view of the year and what I have achieved.
I think I still remembered how I actually wait for my gg-ed results in exam at this time of the year in 2012, and I still not giving up during that time but to stay positive, sort of preparation in physical and mental state for my upcoming gg-ed results, but at the same time this year, I am not waiting for gg-ed results anymore but rather waiting just my results for my last sem exam which I think won't be gg-ed though there is careless here and there but this time, I know what I am writing during the exam and unlike the previous ones, which I totally lost...
This year indeed have let me to realize a lot of new things in life. Many which is not found in textbooks and you could never actually get to know it unless you try it. The first step is always the hardest given that this year I enroll myself in a college, open up another new chapter in my life
In there, I got myself involve in various activity, or actually chosen to be involved... even to an extend of becoming a host for my college's prom night which held in E & O Hotel. first-hand experience though, so learn to take screw from upper management during the practice as it involve the name and reputation of the college to those VIPs that attend the event.
Next, in friendship, many of my friends now is in either private or local university and some have choosed to start working. Hence, quite a number have parted as they moved on to their new chapter in lives and yet, still stay connected with few of them. Other than that, get to know lots of new friends this time as I entered my new chapter as well, then there is my new circle. Relationship wise, it is private for public so I won't write anything for this part this time xD
As for general, all I could say is that 2013 has indeed make me to actually get to know a lot that I didn't think of, such as it is just plain simple stuff but I ended up solve it in complicated ways which I myself also confused by what I am doing. Next, should be that I actually make up on what I promised and said to myself earlier in 2012, a little too late but I make it up finally...
I guess, this shall be the conclusion then for my this year review...
gain a lot, loss a lot,
the old is parted while the fresh comes in,
accept everything with an open heart,
then you would open up yourself more to it,
rather than just thinking of your past mistake,
it is better to start thinking ahead
and the same thing again... Time waits for no man xD
>> W-|nD
- Final Chapter 2013
It chapter 10 liao, the month of October where this month marked the quarter 3 of the year in which it means that everything going to be end in just another 2 months time. The end I mean would be ending of this year where we will be celebrating Xmas and New Year.
Well, since today it is Friday, and I do have some free time... actually not but skipped my assignment apart then I have plenty of time other than revision and so on. Coming back to my blog, I realised that they actually did quite a number of upgrades to blogspot such as additional features which I don't really know much about it haha. Well, I still prefer the simple ones.
Next, view my blog... I look at the same old layout and templates which I have set many years before... Thus, time to have a new ones, replacement haha ^_< In fact, I actually have consider this for many times before but I never do it, since I either busy or lazy... mostly I think is lazy... and couldn't get the templates and themes which I wanted. Some time, I don't really sure as well what is my requirement and my needs in picking the templates which I wanted and this wonders goes round and round into a loop... till today I guess, it get off from the loop and I freshing my blog up with a new layouts ~ ~
It takes quite some time to do those edify stuffs... due to internet speed too "FAST" and still couldn't complete it to 100% since the "text" gadget having java error and unable to edit the text... hoping that google will fix it soon so I edify my final touch on that part...
Well, it is still pretty nice for now ~ haha since few are my favourite food and fruits
Its already mid of September, my final exam have finally come to an end last weeks. Assignment works, last minute works, final touch, revision, everything for my this semester is done. Now, after the exams, we are given a break for a while before moving on to the next sem, something similar to school holidays, except it is not stated in the calendar haha and the duration wasn't long as november and december long break of 1 months+
The entire exams for me looks quite fine, except a few which I have forgotten haha, some theory... sort of... and of course formula as well, eventhough the formula for my statistic is basically given but there is some important or the key point they don't give you... just like when doing Maths T paper, not all formula are given, only those common ones... and the ones who LESS likely use is given =.=||
So far, nothing much... nothing to comment and nothing much to say on, lives just live on like that, without a trace the time flies, and without a trace I followed it too... till today its already somehow in the mid of September ~ ~
My desktop have done repairing, thanks to my brother haha ~ ~ and gonna take it tomorrow or next few days... though my CPU is totally GG now ~~~ the motherboard is said to be GG-liao after so many years it have done its job : ) Well, desktop is quite important... especially when doing reference and doing assignment. The large screen than laptops have made it easier for more content displayed on the screen and there's no need for me to keep alt+tab between the information and my assignment...
Besides, many of my friends have parted as they now scattered around Malaysia further their studies while I still remain with few others since we are not flying anywhere :3 you know, the white A4 paper with black ink written in it when you got your exam slip have made all the differences and that's how and where each of us ends up right now. Thus, all the best and good luck for them^^ and hope to meet again in 3-4 years later ? or during long semester break : )
That's all I think for this time... nothing much really to say about, since there is nothing much things going on or turning around... just plain and simply moving till now > > > > > > > >
till the next intake which will be on end of September, then there will be new input going on : )
W-|nD
As noticed, it is already the 3rd week of August, or in other words, all results for mid-yr exam have been given out except for morals which my teacher didn't give out the marks. Mid-year exams covered 40% of my overall subject marks. The mid-yr exams is not of like in secondary or primary schools where we were given 1 hour or more to do a certain questions asked on the paper but it is different way which the 40% don't come really easy... it takes quite some time if you really into it :D or last minutes storm rushing :D
Assignment itself carries 30% of the overall final marks for the subject and another 10% is from the presentation where we give talks and speech like professors on our assignment topic in a powerpoint presentation. Well, it is not that easy, as you could imagine, it takes quite the confidence and spirit includes wisdom in standing in-front of many students and do your presentation.
Well, it is all over then :D and the results is given. well I could have a relief as all my mid-yr marks is quite above the par, or else I will be quite struggle for the finals which consists of 60% and that make up of 100% ~ ~
The final presentation was done today, which is my programming subject that have been delaying for few weeks since there's many holidays that happends in friday :D and skipped both my programming class. The assignment on programming was about simple bank system, and we need to write the code from the scratch of course with the guides from lecturer, add-ons is by your own. She say she will teach and guide the standard way only... for additional feature, is all by your own creativity.
Did quite well, I guess, and that conclude for my August life till now, normal classes, lunch with friends sometime, doing and rushing(midnight oil) hahaha :D for the assignment, especially this programming assignment, where the format is totally different from our seniors... quite 1st time having this format and we need to do this on our own with no teacher guidance.
Next week, will be another break but it is not break for enjoyment :D it is revision where we no need to attend any class :D or it is not compulsory :D and during the weeks, you could see almost no one in the college except those pre-sem intakes haha :D and too bad I have one replacement class on monday for moral and that's all for next week : )
Finals will be on September 1st week, so will be quite busy until that day and time passes haha ~ ~
~ w-|nD
June have passed... and yesh finally maybe? that many of my involvement in activities have done, besides having a tight budget once again... since everything involves money which drives the world today, so called economy and businesses is where those fools and alex do and deal their stuffs.
start-it-off with assignment which have been carried out till today... and of course I didn't finish it yet haha ~ with those events going around in June, don't really have much time to do and think about it, but just focusing on the event itself. It is an event which I hmmm have mixed feelings with, which is the Orientation Night, I am the MC for the night and a formal ones, well my first time as well. I don't really want to be in that situation at the first place but rather being forced into it, just accept my faith and go on with all the trainings while others have their time freely to do their own tasks.
The training was OK except I need to stay back quite number of times since the person who-in-charge somehow been assigned to many others tasks as well, or cut it short, the whole night entertainment is under them... feel their pressure, too having huge tasks on their head. And so the training is done based on irregular time and end at random time as well... Too many things sure messed up the setup ~
After all those training and rehearsal, then come the real day. comes with the uninvited trouble as usual as everybody have it so-called golden-time bomb... which explode only on the most important time and day with the exact right location. So, I think I did, not-so-well in detonates the bomb but thanks to many peoples, the event was still, could say to be a successful ones... and that's where I actually learn the pressure and the tension they have before they start the whole event... before that, I was just an observer, never actually went into the organizing team till this event...
Eventhough, they still have to pay for the not-so-worth paying since they are doing the job there, not enjoy the night, still at last I think, it still worth for the experience that all of us get. My first time become Master of Ceremony and how I did, "a bit" screwed up at the start... it is still a nice experience for me, at least I once become MC for a grand event while not everyone have this chance to host such a big event in their lifetime but rather just be an observer like I did in the past.
Speaking using the microphone is tough enough but facing the whole crowd on that day is much more tougher while you need to maintain your wide smiles to the crowd, which I don't usually do. Luckily, there is break time for us in between in which the other MC is taking care while we rest and vice-versa, glad they have it or me really become deadmeat.... ~ ~
Overall, just moderate for me... I am neither happy nor unhappy... just in between since I have both feelings, for many things that happened on the day, before the day during the trainings and happened after the event. Won't having much comment about this but just a rather a new experience for me of becoming MC ~ ~ ~
There is more to go, but of course, I would prefer to be the observer back but with a kind of understanding how it feels like, since I have once experience it, let the others and the new seeker to have it then, for the following and years to come ^^
Experience is once enough,
there is more new things to try out,
don't repeat it as don't repeat the same mistakes again,
time will never backflow,
so do you,
one step ahead,
is a one step further,
exploring the fun and hate of the world
~ W-|nD
May hmmm many things started lur... weird a bit why it don't start on the beginning of the year but now only starts haha :D still better late then never : ) and so, my classes started and the new sem begins officially, eventhough we already have our stay for 1 weeks+ since the new sem begins for the induction week bla bla bla on how things is going to operate, the system and everything else we need to know and understand ~ ~ ~
Classes so far so good... of course some is BORED... some is FUN... some is NEUTRAL and above all... I still yawn-ing in every class... some patterns that I hardly could change since I still in secondary schools :D I will yawn always... and sometime fall asleep or go in dillemma... but here only yawn-ing la :D since the surrounding is so cool :D and the class is not so bored till can fall asleep ~ ~ ~
There is only 8 in my class for now, the same course with me ones not the entire sem students ~ ~ so always sit in-front lur... and of cuz... nid 100% focus... while me shud be below since I yawn-ing from time to time... haha... lazy ppl is like that ones ~ ~
Assignment not all have been received yet so quite FREE... or so called gonna do around the clock works if I din finish it earlier again... like in secondary schools ~ ~ so shall prevent it this time round~~ + my 1st time doing assignment so there shud be MANY problem and confusion arose :X
Thats is about the study la so far... for clubs leh, all of us are compulsory to join a club based on our course like mine is of course to be IT club... and was appointed as Asst. Secretary =.=|| and I know nothing : ) geng ~ ~ ~ so the secretary shall have hard time liao guide me 1 by 1 step by step ~~~
Orientation Ball coming soon as well in June... so me again kena selected as one of the MC candidates... for truth, 0 exp me not planning to join : ) but got requested by the teacher to go for the audition and was selected "fortunately" ... so now there left elimination round :D and hope me will get it ? :D so I don't need to be MC... especially speaking in-front of crowds... and one words you mis-pronouce are going to costs you great deal :D and ME da careless type sure to hit those :D better step out then never LOL :D
Rest nothing much except me and few others have Great movie to watch LIVE in our 1st week regarding a very pro-prank made by our sem students and also my friends as well.. who is the Director, Cameraman, and Consultationist :D haha, the movie end at library haha and now both parties have settled :D not gonna say it here but those who is also spectators like me shud know what movie is this xD hehehehe
A bit bored on this bloggies this time... nothing much to comment on or write on actually so just a brief and summary of what is happening in this month of MAY :D
W-InD
After my sem break for a week, finally the new semester begins once again with much more people joining in the new sem and the same batch as me... in which the induction week starts from 13th of
May till 17th May lasting for a week to intro to us everything or actually to brainwash us from our old thought of high school... where the organization and the way is much more different in here compared to schools.. and of course they are telling how actually schools have neglect our own abilities that we posses... as during schools it is all based on subjects-oriented and students doesn't have the right to choose... or it is actually very very limited choice between few stream like mine is science... and I cannot learn anything other than science... but in college or we called tertiary levels... we can choose because we not really still depend on the education system anymore set by the government but still we need to learn few subjects like Malaysian Studies, Moral and so forth haha ~~ bla bla bla and the one week of induction passes...
And of course, now every of us separate in our own course and only meet for a few subjects like moral and english academic I haha... still need to learn english though as it is the core languages now... and future as well... since majority of the world would understand english... while malay languages is like our country mother tongue as you could say all malaysian known this languages regardless of race : ) so nid to learn also :X haha hope my malay didn't turn from bad to worst... since I didn't use malay languages for quite some time le...
bla bla bla have hangout on last Tuesday with a new batch of friends and it was quite a fun ones eventhough I go there late a bit as waiting for my aunt car... a bit sorry to few of them as I somehow abandon them for my old friends and dragging one of my friends to the college and he would be joining this monday hehe :D
here da pic :D since we have a vain-er in and a master of negotiation :D
and that's all I guess for this May posts... many NEW things and events comes in this month : )
-W-inD
This April, the time flies... without notice, today is already the end of 3rd week of April, If I didn't ask my friends just now that what date is today... sure I am still in dilemma and dwell in my for me just started studies in colleges...
Beginning of April, I closing up and gather up all my stuffs and finish it up... or clear all my stocks in games which I am doing traders... besides fly here and there finding for the right private to be enrolled in...
bla bla bla one week after my class started and bla bla bla time to get know them... and till now... didn't really realise already close to a month since I start studying... doing my debate stuffs... being picked as a leader in team compete against the another team... the scores now is still equal, means we not winning or losing but we lose in numbers of peoples... as many of my team mates having trouble on themselves and unable to attend classes...
Other than that, learning and brushing up english is what I have been doing then... and I know my english now is very BAD compared to last time =.= too much rojaks le... guai guai go learn haha... and my mandarin wasn't so good too as home or with friends is usually hokkiens... since we are all either a half-banana or full-banana... the downside of english educations, and we don't have any extra mandarin classes since the numbers of student who wants it during my school time is less than 20...
The Speech day just passed in here, something like it... I forgot what is it called so just named it speech day since they giving out certs and scholarships to students ~ ~ ~ There would be another timetable at May and perhaps should be a busy ones, so hope that I still have time to bloggies xD
Nothing much le but this month, still have another week to go though ~ ~
Quite numbers of events this month, procession, hang out, friends birthday etc etc etc ~ ~ lazy to have full review yet hahaha ~~ 1 more week to GO RAWR
~ w|nD
I write nothing during March, as quite busy with another lifetime-choice events after my results and before that I was busy with my own traders stuff to do =.=|| it is not an enjoying march to begins with and it ends with a choice I need to make at the end of march... which would affects my future I guess?? so quite busy for the whole month and not being able to blogs haha
Well, I blogs if I am free though or if I feel to ^^ sometimes I do read back, as this blogs too is like a life journal for me... I start it quite some time ago and I try to update it as much as I can, so I could know how my life actually is going on this whole years... ~ ~
Some may use another way to get their life journal written down, but my is through blogging and diaries which I keep hehehe secrets :D Realised that my english now is not as good as my english last time... maybe is because I am using less of it now... yes I do use everyday... but not in terms of writing notes and blogs everyday haha compared to last time which I have class to attend to in schools and english is a compulsory subjects :D
Speaking of educations... I finished my STPM and now going for private since my results wasn't so good to get a place in the local U unless I really hit big time jackpot :D which is quite impossible haha and they maybe give me some out or weird course too if I were to wait haha ~ hence, I choose to go for private while waiting for the hope which mostly not coming :D
The road I pick is then the road which I think is the best for me for now, and what awaits me at the end is still a mystery ^^ and of course along the way, I might not know too, what obstacle lies ahead, and how I am gonna solve it and cross it safely ~ ~
Form 6 is actually a quite enjoying year for me and a learning year as well, at least I gain knowledge and lessons to learnt on, and of course bear the stuffs which we shouldn't have to bear like floating classes, get scolded for STUDYING and I mean it...we get scolded for studying in class when there is no teacher... biggest joke I have get in my form 6 then ^^ and of course the "good" teacher who scold us is also the penolong kanan for form 6 :D just imagine how educated she is and yet still behaves so unlogical^^
Bla bla bla my class just started in this month of April ~ and for now I finally have some free time to blogs :D so I just blogs ~ ~ haha ~ ~
~ will try to keep my blogs updated as much as I can ^^ so one day... or any day at anytime when I read my own blogs, I know how much I have went through these days and months ^^
-- Don't just see things on one perspective, try the other angle as well, you might notice something which you don't all this time :D This is what I am trying now^^
-W|nD
Weeeee-e-e-yyyy, its time for HONG BAO ~ or red packet which holds $$ , its the season of giving for the chinese, this year is the year of snake psshhshshshshhhh ~ ~ so beware of sting of happiness, prosperity and health from the snake year :D
Moving on, its a custom for the chinese to gather the day be4 which is the CNY Eve for the night dinner usually ~ ya, its also the season of gathering haha ~ whereby relatives from afar come home to gather along to celebrates the new year~ ~
This year, I having Poon Choy at my mom's friends house, since her friends just move to a new house, and they shares to bought the dinner ~ ~ and so, I skipped the dinner at my gmom's house, well its fine also la hehe as this year not going to have steamboat dinner : ) its nice to try some new meal I haven't tried before too which is the Poon Choy, which is hmmm mixtures of 15 types of foods, include abalone, prawns, chicken, fish bla bla bla in one big pot... sort of pot :x I don't really know what the thing call ~ ~
its ummm sumting like this... with all those foods mixed
statue at Kek Lok Si Temple, a bit small la from here, but still a great view
Yea, that is the title for year 2013 January 1st Post haha ~ and it starts off here with the events of CYCLING around the Heritage Site ~ ~ well, I can tell you that, this IS my 1ST TIME CYCLING ON THE ROAD... I mean the real road, the very complicated road to here and there... not the road at the housing area where it is safer ~
